It’s a horrible thing to see guys getting blown up right in front of you. And everytime you go out you know somebody isn’t going to come back. No I haven’t given up, far from it. I’ll never give up. If you do you might as well forget it over here. I have faith that I’ll make it through this war. Believe me, I haven’t missed saying prayers one night over here. It helps believe it or not. If something is going to happen its just going to happen. Its just this constant movement. I haven’t had a pass since the first of Sept. That’s six months. These people thing that were machines and you just can’t do anything about it A human being has to rest sometime. But Ive got a month and a half to go and I just keep thinking of getting out of here. When I do it will be the happiest day of my life. I can’t see how anybody could